Sunday, 24 August 2014
Hoots n Hollows found in Cracked out Alleys n Corridors by BlogTramp Ray
Stack of papers…
Turn a page to a moment in time
Fond memories in every line
That I remember so clearly,
Some smiley, some teary
In a page from a moment in time
Act 2012
The modern dance ballet performance, out among our city streets
Has squeegee Black Swan Siera, (scabbed n’ sore with shirtless coward) creepin’
‘round our cars, n trucks; withdrawing, door-to-door
My daughter questions what they do
I shed a tear for her and say,
My darling, she’s so beautiful, “Look at her, so young!”
A princess once, now with that addict she’ll rot away
She’s frantically callin’ the dealer on a stolen cell
She creeps n’ crawls n’ fixes in the alleys of a ballerina’s hell
If she’s not walkin’ the lanes
Then she’s in my basement apartment bathroom; steaming and poking
her few good veins
She’s dirty n’ starving
Blood n’ mud n’ all her stains,
Wash down my shower drain
Intermission
Sleep all day
Then put on yer rags n’ dance your world away
Ever since the very first taste, she was hooked by him
The Devil;
Who is working, so ever presently,
…Hard
To win us over
But where is God!
There is no question -
The Devil exists
But there’s all kinds of questions about God!
Christ! Why the Hell is that!
They won’t leave me alone!
His disciples;
Callin’ in my windows
Writhing, cross the floor, beyond the bathroom door
In every alleyway, ‘round every corner
Just outside my home
Abandoned, desolate, hopeless
No love
They crave him
They’ll show up; looking for money
What’s then my state of mind?
Influenced???
Who will protect me?
Family, love interests, old friends?
Where is God then?
In the middle of the night!
Where is he, out on the streets; fighting
hard?
Has he lost his way?
Satin, be silent!
In the name of…..???
In the shadow of doubt
Behind every bush
Hooded and horking on the sidewalk
Peering
Always creeping in when I’m astray
N’ sleepless
Doubting
Working hard;
Calling my name
Looking to put his thing in me
With his globs of cum n’ piss puddles everywhere
All over the road
All over his dirty hos
Calling, crawling, setting in - right outside my houses’ door
the trance
the dance
Is it God that gives me the strength to kick him and his hookers out of my car?
Before it goes too far?
When my dark and devilishly seductive thinking
Pulls the blinds down
After crawling out of my head
N’ falls ‘round my subordinated body
‘Helpless slave to the outside world, in basement, hiding,
Pulls my clothes down with its’ heavy, depressing, manipulating anchor,
And wraps all around me, as I’m sinking
And it’s heavier than the titanic
Can be colder than the iceberg,
And the midnight sea,
to be warmed by temptations flowing arousal
More clouded than oil n’ blood spills
Screwing me up
Twisting
In the sheets of my sleep chamber
I cannot unwind
It’ll touch me all over
In dirty ways
And feed me alcohol
To keep me a weak victim,
So easily swayed
By it’s temporary game of master and slave
Catch and release
Escape
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