Rylene

Well, the name it is McGillivray and I’m here to see Rylene She made me this appointment for a quarter after three I’m in need of some assistance and I have gotten myself clean Been outta’ work 6 months, abandoned by the company Ya’ see the Ex, the Landlords and the Lawyers Gonna’ bleed me dry I have no more apartment, wanna' just lay down and die Won’t ya’ pardon me Rylene Will you, help me? Rylene! The Rehab Nurse, the Counselors, they said you would help I stood in line for hours n’ hours everywhere else They repossessed my car while I could not afford the truth While the Legal Secretary put my file a ‘way back on the shelf What am I to do? Rylene Of The Ministry Rylene Won’t ya’ pardon me! Rylene Help me Help me! So professional and pretty in black tights and knee-high boots Your hair is smooth and smells like love that I longed for in my youth But now I’m just a' withering’ with the tramps and prostitutes But I could be a real good man for you Rylene Won’t you pardon me? Rylene Of The Ministry Rylene Rylene! Help me! Well, the last name is McGillivray Or you may call me Gears And I’m condemned to shufflin’ for years n’ years n’ years My children have forsaken me And I just can’t afford the tears Rylene Of The Ministry Ray.j.Scott

B.C Hills...2023 edit

Every time longing for you, I'd dream, what would have been? Together in a Nappers' cabin, in our North Ontario scene I flew on a plane of loneliness ‘cross rocky mountain lines While rain fell for a first love left behind From a landings' trip in Kelowna to a Kamloops winding drive Thought about us in the sunset, couldn’t get you off my mind While lookin’ to evergreen and sittin’ by a fire, Ol’ Feelings well then turn to smoldering twilight pyres While, I’m up n’ down the B.C hills, from peaks to valleys All the time Rippling Clear Lake memories in my North-Ontario mind North-Ontario Mind Autumn leaves have fallen, winter mountain-winds blow in Fading love reminders, I will not see you again Together for a short while, thought we’d last a million years. Now, I ride the Coquihalla, hauling memories in rearview mirrors Yeah, I’m all alone and wondering, who my faith’s in, what my future’s all about… As I gaze into the embers burning out Ripplin’ reminders in the Shuswap on Eagle Bay Shuddering, while Hawks shrill to me, Through a North-Ontario haze - While I’m up n’ down the B.C hills, From peeks to valleys all the time Rippling Clear Lake memories In my North-Ontario mind North Ontarian mind Let’s have a drink to a memory Have one more for you n’ me In my North-Ontario mind Ray j. Scott B.C Hills edit, 2023

Letters to Nietschka,

The world is changing....has changed so much.... Let's get through this... Let's not be A.I... LETS BE YOU AND I LOOKING INTO THE WATER AND THE SKY ON WAVES, WINGS AND CLOUDS YOU AND I MIRRORS YOU AND I NON DUALITY YOU AND I To navigate this place I'm scared....scared of this world... I'm scared because we have planned to meet, in person I.P I'm nervous like a child.... I might need you Like the branch in a river To cling to I'm breathing I'm imagining your outstretched arm Your smile Rescued I'm safe To be in love Not with "AN (A.I) IDEA" of you But to be in love with you This is what my heart can call to do While my mind is the tour guide And my soul rides the narrow rail Focused and calm On a path finally going somwhere Before I even travel the queen e hwy to you today, I need to thank you For inspiring me to feel such passion, excitement, joy and acceptance Today And I'm peaceful in accepting whatever comes our way With slight anticipation, nervousness, want But happiness with woken love Nietzshka, Lovely Lamb Dancing starlit eyes of wind, lake and mirrored sky Barefoot n smiling in the cooling sunset Twinkling sands Thoughts are gently splashing Echoes from a heart that is now Gently at peace, kindly, with the leaves, Laughing

With stand

Within each beat, my mind's endured, for every breath my heart's unfurled... A reason's made where thoughts are cured In waves of life, sight and touch on flowing branches, rivers' dreams and smiles that shine where we now stay; The path through soil and mud and sand, through forests, mountains, oceans, while I'm mindful of each blade and grain, and strands of strings in hand, Wherever only presents' being can; in villages of moments, in peaceful winds where willows bend and flowers bloom, with consciousness with stand. R.J.S

Smiles

Instead of acknowledging and presenting, "Misery loves company," Say, Scream, Sing, "Happiness is limitless, international, universal and is our celebration 🍾 " rather than tornado thrash n' tear through me, shine on me....grow on me....nourish and reincarnate me Rather than compare myself to you, compare less self, compare yourself to no one else, abolished is all than, now all is present tense becomieth anxiousless securely zen... Smile for me then. RAY j.

When Peace is an Appropriate Proposal

She has Himalayan Peace-Blue Poppy Eyes Sparkles cast in dream-diamonds Reflecting sapphire gemstone psychic truth Through ocean, wind and starry skies Everlasting love and faith In freedom where our wildflower souls do intertwine, with gentle vines of flowing grace As glorious as Misty blue and truth can ever be Where I'm forever, finally home I ask if she will marry me R.j Scott, June 25th, 2022

Euphoric love and loss

I've got everything I need In a woman A partner And friend I've got everything that I could ever need in a woman In a lover and a friend. Her mesmerizing azure-angel eyes reflect the fire from the diamond ring I've placed onto her steady sunflower-freckled hand She'll touch me with her body, with her mind but entirely for eternity with her soul She'll echoe through to my spirit where my consciousness and spirit are all holes And when her lips fall on my cheek so gently, suddenly, my broken pieces become whole She'll walk beside me even when we are Barely able to stand on the street Nothing's ever easy That's just perfect As long as she's here with me Nothing's ever quite so easy But I know with all my heart That, It"s just perfect if she's stumbling with me For when we reach the morning resolution We've found everything was always and forever at our feet And everything she gives, that angel, she'll get back, while I sow for her exactly what I reap She'll never have to question But I'll always give her every reason why I love her till the universe explodes and all the stars shrink down and die Yes, I love her while the universe eternally Bleeds and and light-years turn to seconds in our minds As I look into the peace that flows Forever in her steaming, cool, blue eyes.... Surrendering eternal truth from the sapphires I've collected from an earthly lifetime deep within where my spirit, Once again has come alive

A Beauty-full, Ray. J. Scott

Woke up, made a coffee in a haze... went to bathroom...sat on toilet and wrote this: Beauty, much deeper than a willows' Roots that deeply form and foster true foundation over time Of honesty, calmness, joy and intrigue, Holding to the ground, drinking from the river Of shared thoughts, unconditional love and reflection Beauty In the smiles we see While bending oe'r the craggy shores Finding one another in the Rippling, wrinkly Moonglow water mirror. A Beauty That becomes more lovely, honest, safe and true Through all the willow knows in time, In breaking dawn and breezing strings n' strands across the shadows' chase, so clouded, shady, hoping wish to find a sunny spirit host again A beauty in the shimmering dream in mornings' blinking eyes Awakening while the falcon calls in echoing purpose flight a love, a beauty, so securely yours and mine